'Nothing in the world
Is as soft and yielding as water.
Yet for dissolving the hard and inflexible,
nothing can surpass it.
The soft overcomes the hard;
the gentle overcomes the rigid.
Everyone knows this is true,
but few can put it into practice.'
-Tao Te Ching (translation by Stephen Mitchell)
I read this an eternity ago in Philosophy 101, first year at university. I didn't really get it. Now, it seems every aspect of my life attests to this truth - motherhood included.
Whether I am trying to balance work and quality Ethan-time. Or balance being a mother and being myself. Or getting fitter and stronger versus resting. I find that the more flexible I can become, the better it all is. When I get demanding of myself and my circumstances - what I think I 'should' be - I break. When I can be flexible, rolling with the punches and staying supple, good things come more easily.
Week on week, I ask myself 'Am I getting enough time with Ethan?' and 'Am I working enough?'. Often the answer to both is 'no', so I have to find ways around. Ways to meet the demands of the day without being so self-critical or disappointed that there is just really not enough time to everything I need or want to do.
Same principle goes for my body and fitness. If I constantly drive myself and don't balance with rest and mobility, I will eventually break. Strength only takes you so far without flexibility.
I am learning to constantly re-adjust, allowing myself to return to the drawing board as much as needed to find the right balance. Like water, I have to flow with the terrain rather than butt heads with it.
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